Disillusionment

or is it reality?
The year cannot end soon enough.... for many different reasons.. oh wells.. atleast MYE is goona be over... last paper to go!!!

"Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

haha.. such a teenage song!!
OMG IT'S OVER!!!
It's finally over..

ARANGAM was such a blast yesterday.. and though we got 2nd I'm happy cause from what I heard, RP deserved it :)

thx shali and akshy.. for coming :D it meant alot to see you guys there..

Anyways, yes the whole thing yesterday was just.. great..

after our show I got so many comments from random ppl abt how the 2 mamis were awesome and great and funny.. and that we had acted very well.. and I think that meant to me much more than getting the best supporting actress award.. :D so yeah.. I'm happy.. so 2As (Agni and Arangam) down.. 1 more to go:

A LEVELS
AHAHAHA I AM SO HAPPY TODAY!

we got in for finals for arangam!!!
GOLD WITH HONOURS

and apparently i got 1 of the 3 best supporting actress awards :0

whoo hoo!!!
Yesterday was such an... interesting day...

It didn't exactly start off that well considering that I was nearly late to school..

Then it sarted off with Maths lecture, and I didn't bring my notes :(

During PE, I gave my MC for PE exemption because of my ankle and I got scolded for assuming that i don't have PE. cause I could have done hand exercises. LIKE WHAT THE HELL?? :0 damn sucky man

During PE, ayeshah fell sick and so we brought her to the sickbay. It was then that Joy asked me if I could replace Angeline in IHDC. Apparently she had some issues and couldn act. So I said I could try.

The original character was a sluttish character. An advertsing girl actually. so supposed to act seductive. My prob was that I didn't have the costume and i CANNOT act that way.. like seriously..

So in the end, i became this indian bollywood girl.. haha.. damn fun. I talked with an accent :0 and I did this weird dancy thingy.. haha fun.. and I heard shali scream.. apparently tharsh screamed go sexy kiru :0!!!

i was so bloody nervous abt my 4 lines and abt whether i'll fall down when dancing. and my skirt went up when i twirled!!! :0 i didn realise till aft.. damn... but it was the wrong music so had to improvise.. haha

but yup.. damn fun.. and i have something for my SGC.. haha the irnoy is tt i wanted to join at the start itself, but because of CCA had to back out and in the end I still acted.. whoo hoo

so it started kind of suckily... but ended well :)
Never get too close to anyone
They just end up hurting you

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Finally, I have something to blog about :)
And I am really happy about it

1) I got a new handphone yesterday!!! :) FINALLY the torture ends
2) I went for Arangam auditions today, and made it :D
3) I have had a gr8 day (overall) in school today because I UNDERSTOOD FUNCTIONS!!!
4) CNY hols are coming soon!!!

So yup.. that's about it.. :) Can't wait for the break... but I think i'll be busy this saturday
:( oh wells...

I AM SOOO HAPPY

i got a letter form my sponsored kid today :D