Please don't read. It may spoil your day.

I feel useless.. I have finally broken my record. Here's my venting post. I never have vented on my blog.. felt that it was stupid.. but now.. I just can't help it..

I feel stupid, god knows I am not pretty or anything, I am practically talentless and I am not a good daughter/ sister/ friend.. NOTHING.
I feel worthless..

I wish I can fly away.. from reality.. Not to be here.. I get stressed over the simplest things.. but i can't seem to do anything about it..

I HATE GROUP WORK.. I WORK BETTER ALONE..

Why should be I doing histroy on new year's eve? Why did I have to sit for retest? Why I am not good for anything?

I don't think I'll ever get the answer. All I know is that this new year sucks, my life sucks. I am being ungrateful but man I wish things were differet, that my life was different.

Wanted to wish happy new year, but now it just seems wrong.

I just had to blog this.

I walked to the shop last night.. near my place..

and I saw these 2 chinese women.. seated together.. all normal.. until one pulled the other and kissed her.. right on her lips!

Don't take me wrong.. i am not against gay or anything.. its their pref (Shali has convinced me to think so)

But it's just a shock to actually see it in action.. that's all

hmm....